I am not sure what is going on in my personal life at the moment. Relationships can be confusing and I am certainly very confused about my relationship with my boyfriend. Am I his escort or girlfriend, that is what I really would like to know. I know that it must be kind of fascinating for a guy to have a girlfriend who works for an escort service. At first I did not tell him I worked for Peckham escorts, but I felt comfortable around him, so I told him.
As soon as I told him, he started to tell all of his friends that I worked for Peckham escorts. Now it seem that the guys are happy about it, but their girlfriends totally shun me. Clearly they are not very keen on having a girl who is an escort within their social circle. It just shows how little they know about escorting, and what it means to work for an escort service. Maybe they should learn not to judge a book by its cover.
In many ways I feel really exposed after my boyfriend told all of his friend that I am an escort. I never said to him that he should tell anybody that I work for Peckham escorts, but I had not expected him to tell everyone in his circle. When we go out now, it feels like I am going on a date with a gent from Peckham escorts. He makes me feel a bit odd, and I am not sure that I like it at all. As a matter of fact, I have been thinking about splitting up with him. This is really not the kind of relationship that I enjoy being in anymore.
It is a little bit like my boyfriend brags about me working for an escort agency. I have asked him if he has ever dated escorts, and he has said no, but I am not sure. He is certainly very hang up about the entire escort case scenario, and I know that he has kind of become fascinated by the other girls at Peckham escorts as well. At any rate, he seems to be on the website checking them out all of the time, and loves to hang out with us as a group.
Is he taking advantage of me and my girls at Peckham escorts? I often get the feeling that is what he is doing, and he is just totally hang up about escorts. He says that he wants me to make out that we are on a date like I date my gents from the agency. It is not really on, and I have this feeling that this guy really lives in fantasy land. There is nothing really romantic about our relationship, and I do think that this is not the right partnership for me. Perhaps I had better do what the other girls do, and leave out serious relationship in my life until I hung up my stilettos.